When will it stop??

I am so blessed right now. So I apologize for complaining... I'm just in hell. I have been sick for 4 weeks straight. I dread waking up each day, just knowing I'm going to feel like crap.

I puked 6 times yesterday. I was heaving all day and then the vomiting began. I was in such pain I cried myself to sleep. I am miserable. I just want to be able to eat something healthy, to be able to take my prenatal vitamins without throwing them up, to be able to go to sleep without a pukebowl by the bed.

The doc says it should get better by 14 weeks. So 3.5 more weeks to go. The Zofran is not helping. I can't take the ODT pills (dissolve on your mouth) cuz I vomit and heave them out the second I get it on my tongue. If I'm lucky, I get half of it- so it helps for a few hours. After that, I'm sick again. Last night the doc called in the Zofran swallow pills, but my insurance is not approving it till 5/30...so I am fighting that battle today. :(

What makes no sense, is that my body is not keeping solids in yet I am still gaining weight. Not much, but a little. So hopefully that is a good sign. I'm worried about the baby not getting enough nutrients, cuz when I do eat- it's crap food. Cuz that's all I can keep down.

Sorry to vent...this is more or less a place for me to just write this out. I hate being so miserable. I just want to wake up for one day and not feel like I'm going to puke. I want to stop crying b/c my chest is brusied from the dry heaves and vomiting- and I'm in pain.

I am traveling again next week, so I'm worried that is going to be horrible. I'm praying it gets better by Monday.